Friday, March 30, 2018

Who Am I? Discovering the Authentic Self


After I graduated from high school I decided that I was going to take a year off before I went to college. Before you get inspired by my bold, prime-time television subplot, the real reason I took a year off was for medical reasons. I tell this story to my students, especially the ones who get worried about their grades. My own vulnerability here and my story of finishing high school and college despite my setbacks sometimes helps students.
In June of 1996, between my Junior and Senior years in high school, I had a grand mal seizure. That seizure, in many ways, is the defining moment of my life. Apart from getting married, that seizure is the most important event in my life. That summer I had been having severe migraines and vision problems. I could deal with the migraines; I took a lot of naps. But the vision problems made summer baseball difficult. One Thursday night I went 0-3 at the plate; I struck out all three times. In the outfield, I couldn’t tell how far in front of me fly balls were, so I played deep and just let everything fall in front of me. I later learned that I was suffering from a type of encephalitis. My brain was inflamed…severely inflamed…and the swelling was literally putting pressure on my optic nerve and, most likely, warping my optic lenses, causing depth perception issues. The following day, when I was out with some friends, I suddenly got sick and passed out. I did not get better until two days later.
(This is a bit of a long story, so I am breaking in into shorter pieces. I am working n three other blogs so the rest of this story will come in a few days. Thanks for your patience!)
(Just taking a nap.)





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